It's 6:07 am, my alarm clock goes off in 27 minutes. I have two finals today. Today is going to be hell. I'm not one of those people that does well with little to no sleep. I've been exhausted lately, not sleeping enough. I was given something that helps, but i didn't want to take it tonight, because i'm alone, and last time i had an anxiety attack. Though i doubt it would happen again, i'm still a little scared. Can you blame me?
I just wasn't tired. At least not enough to fall asleep. And then my over active imagination decided to make me start hearing things and seeing things in the shadows, and remembering every scary movie or scary story i've ever been told. Lovely how my mind does that to me when i desperately need sleep but instead find myself terrified, alone, and with the lights on, completely exhausted.
So i guess it's goodbye last night and hello to a shitty today.

I'm without a doubt passing out on my boyfriends bed/mattress on the floor after class today.




-B